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Tuesday, December 15, 2009

>> KAKA JR

>> KOKO JR (OUR FAV)

>> KUKU JR

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 5:12:00 PM

Monday, December 14, 2009

KIKI~ its not that yaya dun wanna share or hesitate~ only god knows hw badly yaya wanna share everything with kiki~ but smetimes~ when yaya see kiki happy and smilin~ yaya dun wannabe the person to wipe off that smile of ur face by tellin u my probs~ kiki tau kan yang yaya suke sangat bile see kiki smile? i m sorry if i made u feel that yaya hesitate to share things with kiki k~ but really~ thats not the case kiki~ doesnt mean yaya tak share dgn kiki means yaya dun take kiki as my most impt person in my life k~ coz u'll always be til u finally found that special one~ yaya promise k~ YMKEMNES~

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 9:22:00 PM

Saturday, December 12, 2009

No one believes me~ No one does~

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 8:49:00 PM

OMG! somethin happen to me last night and it really freak me out!! i never thought it wud ever happen to me! all this while i've just heard stories from frens that hv experience it b4 but never have i ever thought it wud ever ever happen to me! even makes me shiver talkin bout it now! well wat happen last night was~ at about 11++pm i decided to sleep as i was alrdy sleepy(missin kiki) so ok i fell asleep without realising it~ but then~ abt less than 5mins after i fell asleep IT HAPPEN! I felt like SOMETHIN/SOMEONE only GOD knows wat it is~ attackin the upper half of my body! i was strugglin to make IT stop but IT just wont stop! i tried to scream but somehow i lost my voice! but i didnt gv up~ i kept strugglin! finally after abt 5mins or so~ i managed to recite my religion(ISLAM) holy recital and it just stop! and i straight away sit up and stared in the blank~ i can feel my body shiverin and my body was weak smehow~ i was still in shock! i dunno wat it was and where it came from~ after staring in the blank for abt 10mins~ i just grab my hp and i couldnt think of any1 else except for kiki~ so i try callin him but silly me! of coz he's alrdy asleep~ oh well~ was just tryin my luck~ but really this experience really freak me out! mayb sme of u may think that i m just makin it up but i SWEAR UPON MY OWN LIFE IT HAPPENED TO ME! i just hope that this is my first and my last time experiencing this kind of encounters! so watever u r plsssss go away and dun disturb me plssss as far as i m concerned i hvnt offend u in anyways~

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 12:19:00 PM

Friday, December 11, 2009

HI AGAIN.. hmm~ if u been readin my post lately i m sure u notice its mostly anger,sadness,suffocations etc. i myself is not sure y~ maybe i guess i m just goin thru the bad times in my life right now~ its like everythin is not right with me~ everythin i do seems wrong to me or to others~ have u gone thru wat i m goin thru right now? SIGH~ it sux right? i just dunno hw to cope with this~ any tips? anyways~ i really wanna thank kiki for always being there for me durin this time of my life when i m goin thru the bad times..toleratin my crappiness everyday~ also for nvr giving up on me~ i m so touch by your sincererity~ and the more i feel that i shudnt give up on us~ and to keep all the promises i made to u~ have faith in yaya k kiki~ i just hope that my bad times will go away~ far far away soon~ den i'll be my usual self~ always smilin and laughin~ the happy go lucky and crazy yaya~ i miss that~ miss being my old self~ hmm~ i dunno wat to do later when i m hme from work~ worried bout kiki~ somehow i feel lonely today~ coz kiki is sick~ so i asked him to have a good rest and sleep early~ today we didnt really sms or call ech other as much as we usually does~ and the funny thing today is that i keep composin text in my hp to send to kiki but then i just del it~ i m so used to like textin him or receive texts from him everyday but today it feels so quiet~ just too quiet~ just didnt wanna disturb kiki today as i know he's really sick so i want him to get as much rest as he can get~ just hopin that he'll get better tomorrow~ GOD PLS MAKE KIKI FEEL BETTER BY TOMORROW PLS~ IT JUST HURT YAYA SO MUCH TO SEE KIKI SUFFER~ PLS~

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 4:59:00 PM

Thursday, December 10, 2009

gettin to know me was just a mistake~ knowin me is just a disaster~

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 11:49:00 PM

FUCK! WTF IS WRONG WITH U FCKNG PPL?!! DID I FUCKIN OFFENDED U IN ANYWAYS?!! NO?! IF NO THEN WHY THE FUCK U SHOWIN ME UR FUCKIN ATTITUDE FOR?!! WTF U TAKE ME AS?!! A FUCKIN PIECE OF LOG WITH NO FUCKIN FEELINS?!! JUST TREAT ME AS U WISH?!! Y DONT U JUST CONFRONT ME ?! WHY ACT LIKE A FUCKIN BITCH PLAYIN ALL THIS FUCKIN CHILDISH GAMES?! HEY Y'NOE WAT?! LISTEN HERE AITE! U CAN SAY ANYTHIN BOUT ME AS U PLZ! BUT I M WAT I M AND DATS WAT U CAN NEVER BE!! SO.....YEA! AND WAT MAKES U THINK DAT I GONNA CALL U UP AND ASK U WATS WRONG WHEN U DUN EVEN GV A DAMN WHEN I DO?! YA THINK YA SO PERFECT?! HOLD DAT THOUGHT AND TAKE A GOOD LOOK AT YA SELF IN THE FUCKIN MIRROR!!! STILL THINK U R??! TAKE MY ADVICE AND KILL YA SELF!! I JUST HATE ALL OF U!!!!! NOW JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 7:56:00 PM

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

ANNYEONGHASEYO~ hmm~ i was on mc again tdy,wasnt feelin well~ had a bad flu since the nyte b4~ i just hate gettin flu! it really makes me crappy! but talkin to kiki really makes me feel much better~ he was givin me all the concern that i really needed badly~ thanks kiki~ u knw i really have alot to say now but smehw its just so hard to put it in sentence! oh well~ haiz~ this few days i ve been missin kiki so much coz he's been so bz with ns and like it or not theres more bz days to cme for him~ guess i'll get use to it eventually? but hey~ i just hope that we'll still be as close as we r now~ hmm kiki am i like writin too much bout u? hahas i know u wont mind~ ;p OMG!!! TABITHA IS OUT OF SG IDOL!!!! ok i m like watchin it now while writin here and OMG SHES OUT!! WTF IS WRONG WITH U PPL WHO VOTED HER OUT!!! SHES LIKE GODDAMN AMAZING! SHES JUST LIKE SG BEYONCE!! AND SHE DESERVE TO BE IN OK!! AARRGHHHHHHH!!! WTF! WTF! WTF! i just dunno wat to say rite now i mean ok sezairi is good but wat the hell!! hes not as good as TABITHA!!! for heaven sake we r lookin for "SINGAPORE IDOL" OK! I REPEAT "SINGAPORE IDOL!!" NOT SINGAPORE BEST KARAOKE IDOL GODDAMN IT!!!! gosh i m just so pissed! its alryte TABITHA u r alrdy a WINNER and MY IDOL to me and i m sure to most ppl out there who r still in shock like me now~ i m sure we'll see more of u soon and i really hope that u'll do an album i cnt wait to buy them! ok enuf bout that for now~ and kiki i know that u hv alot of things that u wanna do rite now but due to ns u r unable to~ i know its not easy for u ok~ but u know in life we dun get everything we ask for or things wont always turn out as we planned it to be~ but life still need to go on~ and pls ALWAYS remember that YAYA is ALWAYS there for KIKI~ it hurst to see u sad~ and i m sorry i cant do anything bout it~ hw i wish i could make time fast forward to the day u ORD but~ SIGH~ imy always k? hmm i guess thats all for now~ NYTE2! c ya when i c ya! YAYA OUTZ! (hi ok so i m editin here after i read kiki's post 2mins ago and now is already 1205am) hey kiki i just read ur post and it really got me to tears~ i know u were feelin down just now but i didnt know it was that bad~ i shud hv known~ look i really feel that i m part of the reason why u r feelin that way!! i m feel like shyt seh now!! OMG!! i know u r gonna tell me no i m not the reason y u r feelin that way!! but hey i m no idiot? so.. yea.. hey look if its about the misunderstandin we had the past few days i m REALLY TRULY SORRY~ and i thought i ve made it clear to u that i was just jokin?? haiz~ kiki i really think u need a break ~ and i just want u to know that i tak pernah salah anggap dgn u k~ bila hri tu i ckp u ingat i ni gini gitu it was just a joke and i da ckp dgn u kan~ smlm pon same~ kan i da ckp dgn u yg i maen2 je~ SIGH i tak tau la mcm ne nak terangkan dgn u~ JUST FEEL LIKE SHYT NOW AND I M ONCE AGAIN SORRY TO EVERYONE THAT I VE HURT AND OFFENDED WITHOUT REALISING THAT I VE DO SO! GUESS I M JUST SCREWED UP RIGHT NOW! TC ALL.

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 10:09:00 PM


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