Monday, November 30, 2009
Ok..i guess every1 knows wat day is tdy..well for those who doesnt~ its the MONDAY BLUES DAY!! hahas but seriously i m hving the worse mon blues ever..i also call it MY CRAPPY DAY! well i guess the only person that is responsible for this is none other than ME MYSELF AND I!! why? oh~ cause i didnt sleep last night!(again) alryte~ its my bad~ but u know..i lose track of the time as i was too bz surfing online..and when i finally got track of the time it was alrdy like 5++am!and knowin myself,i wont be able to wake up on time for work if i were to sleep at 5++am!god! so i just stay awake til its finally time for me to get my arse up n get rdy for werk. WHAT?!oh! u thought that wasnt bad enuf?? ok cool cause i ve got greater deal cming up! *CONTINUE* so~ as i was in the bus(wishin every sec that i had a car)standin just starin out the glass panel,mindin my own biznez~ and oh! i was listenin to 89.7fm six ten mornin show! they are hilarious! but of cause i control myself from laughing~ like DUH! then all of the sudden i just got this callin frm my sixth sense that eyes were lookin at me! and i really2 HATE THAT! OK u think i m just being paranoid??! well i m 100% sure i wasnt!! knw y? coz when i looked up i caught 1 mly auntie lookin at me like i m 1 kind of ALIEN!ok so i began to feel awkward n i didnt know what to do! so i thought of that 1 person that came into my mind at that very moment~ my dearie fren(u know who u r)and waste no time to gv him a call! and luckily he answered my call~ PHEWWHH!only GOD knows hw glad i m when he answered my call! so i actually got him to talk to me for the rest of the journey til i reach my destination~ that was so swit of u~ thank u~ (btw while talkin to u, ppl was still lookin at me!even the ones outside the bus!just dunno y!) ok so when i reach my office,everything was fine til my BOSS ask me to call up one of the buyer to coordinate sme viewings for tonight~ ok lets name him MR A! so i proceed to call MR A to get mre info frm him pertaining to the hse hes lookin for..so the conversation strts like this "hi MR A i m yaya frm E#* and I m (my boss name) partner" his reply was "ok yaya wat is ur name?" wat the freak!!so keepin my cool i repeat agn the same thing and he ask agn the same thing!!! and the fourth time he ask me in a irritated angry voice!! so i told him " I SAID MY NAME IS Y A Y A(spelled it out for him)YAYA" then finally he got my name!! FREAK! his reply " oh yaya~ u sound so young i thought u got a wrong no. just now..(chuckle)ohk so u really got a sweet voice etc." and he just couldnt stop callin me DARLIN,SYG etc. !!! GOD! luckily i hvnt ate my breakfast and lunh if i had, i would hv probably throw up!!! cheesy old man!! first u were like so irritated and actually raise ur voice at me and the nxt thing u knw, hes all over me!!! I HATE GUYS LIKE HIM!!! and to u guys out there plsssssss treat a lady with RESPECT! cause just like u.. we DESERVE A RESPECT TOO! and DONT EVER2 TAKE OUR WEAKEST POINTS AS AN ADVANTAGE FOR U!!! ok..i tink this is enuf for tdy..i got no energy to go on any further~ my eyes is like half open now.. so c ya when i c ya! YAYA OUTZ~
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 12:51:00 PM
Sunday, November 29, 2009
hmmm..ok tdy is my off day and i m sooo excited coz later on SOMEONE(u knw who u r) will be singing for me a song!EXCLUSIVE! WAHAHAHA! well apart from that..i goin to the saloon later on to colour my hair..oh! wat colour? hahas BLACK! coz now the colour of my hair is like suppose to be red but its faded..and it makes me look SOoo masai!its like watever i wear doesnt look gd coz of my faded hair colour..it sux u knw..every mownink i'll be like spendin 1hr ++ just to look for smething to wear tht will go well with my faded hair colour!! CRAP!TELL ME ABT IT!ok enuf with the hair colour shyt..movin on to erm..ok last nyte i slept @ 6++am hehe..coz i was chattin in msn.. crazy? maybe..but i had a great time chattin wif my new fren(u knw who u r) and i just wanna thank him so much for being my listening ear..i really2 appreciate it ok..and i m really sorry that u hv to see me in my emotional state..and also thnks for ur advise but watever it is i m stickin to my decision and that is...TO BE SINGLE NOW AND FOREVER! hehe.. oops! k i really gtg now(to the saloon) c ya when i c ya~! YAYA OUTZ!
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 3:18:00 PM
Saturday, November 28, 2009
right now i m suppose to be gettin rdy for work but instead i m still infront of my laptop sobbing uncontrollably..the words he said just hurt me so much..i pretended to be strong but only god knows how shattered i was..during the times when i love him so much and thought he was my everything,he on the other hand treated me like a piece of soiled cloth..but now when i m gettin on with life only did he tell me to just be who i m and be happy of what i m right now..he who cant accpt me for who i m..is now telling me to just be who i am and be happy bout it..what should my reactions be like? should i cry or should i laugh?? well i did both..i laugh than i cry...i laugh cause..i m happy that he finally can accpt me fr who i m now..but..i cry later on thinking..why is it only now when my heart is totally close? wouldnt it had been great if...........(i' m lost for words.)
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 6:40:00 AM
hmmm..ok tdy is my off day and i m sooo excited coz later on SOMEONE(u knw who u r) will be singing for me a song!EXCLUSIVE! WAHAHAHA! well apart from that..i goin to the saloon later on to colour my hair..oh! wat colour? hahas BLACK! coz now the colour of my hair is like suppose to be red but its faded..and it makes me look SOoo masai!its like watever i wear doesnt look gd coz of my faded hair colour..it sux u knw..every mownink i'll be like spendin 1hr ++ just to look for smething to wear tht will go well with my faded hair colour!! CRAP!TELL ME ABT IT!ok enuf with the hair colour shyt..movin on to erm..ok last nyte i slept @ 6++am hehe..coz i was chattin in msn.. crazy? maybe..but i had a great time chattin wif my new fren(u knw who u r) and i just wanna thank him so much for being my listening ear..i really2 appreciate it ok..and i m really sorry that u hv to see me in my emotional state..and also thnks for ur advise but watever it is i m stickin to my decision and that is...TO BE SINGLE NOW AND FOREVER! hehe.. oops! k i really gtg now(to the saloon) c ya when i c ya~! YAYA OUTZ!
