Saturday, November 28, 2009
right now i m suppose to be gettin rdy for work but instead i m still infront of my laptop sobbing uncontrollably..the words he said just hurt me so much..i pretended to be strong but only god knows how shattered i was..during the times when i love him so much and thought he was my everything,he on the other hand treated me like a piece of soiled cloth..but now when i m gettin on with life only did he tell me to just be who i m and be happy of what i m right now..he who cant accpt me for who i m..is now telling me to just be who i am and be happy bout it..what should my reactions be like? should i cry or should i laugh?? well i did both..i laugh than i cry...i laugh cause..i m happy that he finally can accpt me fr who i m now..but..i cry later on thinking..why is it only now when my heart is totally close? wouldnt it had been great if...........(i' m lost for words.)
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 6:40:00 AM