Tuesday, December 15, 2009
>> KAKA JR
>> KOKO JR (OUR FAV)
>> KUKU JR
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 5:12:00 PM
Monday, December 14, 2009
KIKI~ its not that yaya dun wanna share or hesitate~ only god knows hw badly yaya wanna share everything with kiki~ but smetimes~ when yaya see kiki happy and smilin~ yaya dun wannabe the person to wipe off that smile of ur face by tellin u my probs~ kiki tau kan yang yaya suke sangat bile see kiki smile? i m sorry if i made u feel that yaya hesitate to share things with kiki k~ but really~ thats not the case kiki~ doesnt mean yaya tak share dgn kiki means yaya dun take kiki as my most impt person in my life k~ coz u'll always be til u finally found that special one~ yaya promise k~ YMKEMNES~
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 9:22:00 PM
Saturday, December 12, 2009
No one believes me~ No one does~
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 8:49:00 PM
OMG! somethin happen to me last night and it really freak me out!! i never thought it wud ever happen to me! all this while i've just heard stories from frens that hv experience it b4 but never have i ever thought it wud ever ever happen to me! even makes me shiver talkin bout it now! well wat happen last night was~ at about 11++pm i decided to sleep as i was alrdy sleepy(missin kiki) so ok i fell asleep without realising it~ but then~ abt less than 5mins after i fell asleep IT HAPPEN! I felt like SOMETHIN/SOMEONE only GOD knows wat it is~ attackin the upper half of my body! i was strugglin to make IT stop but IT just wont stop! i tried to scream but somehow i lost my voice! but i didnt gv up~ i kept strugglin! finally after abt 5mins or so~ i managed to recite my religion(ISLAM) holy recital and it just stop! and i straight away sit up and stared in the blank~ i can feel my body shiverin and my body was weak smehow~ i was still in shock! i dunno wat it was and where it came from~ after staring in the blank for abt 10mins~ i just grab my hp and i couldnt think of any1 else except for kiki~ so i try callin him but silly me! of coz he's alrdy asleep~ oh well~ was just tryin my luck~ but really this experience really freak me out! mayb sme of u may think that i m just makin it up but i SWEAR UPON MY OWN LIFE IT HAPPENED TO ME! i just hope that this is my first and my last time experiencing this kind of encounters! so watever u r plsssss go away and dun disturb me plssss as far as i m concerned i hvnt offend u in anyways~
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 12:19:00 PM
Friday, December 11, 2009
HI AGAIN.. hmm~ if u been readin my post lately i m sure u notice its mostly anger,sadness,suffocations etc. i myself is not sure y~ maybe i guess i m just goin thru the bad times in my life right now~ its like everythin is not right with me~ everythin i do seems wrong to me or to others~ have u gone thru wat i m goin thru right now? SIGH~ it sux right? i just dunno hw to cope with this~ any tips? anyways~ i really wanna thank kiki for always being there for me durin this time of my life when i m goin thru the bad times..toleratin my crappiness everyday~ also for nvr giving up on me~ i m so touch by your sincererity~ and the more i feel that i shudnt give up on us~ and to keep all the promises i made to u~ have faith in yaya k kiki~ i just hope that my bad times will go away~ far far away soon~ den i'll be my usual self~ always smilin and laughin~ the happy go lucky and crazy yaya~ i miss that~ miss being my old self~ hmm~ i dunno wat to do later when i m hme from work~ worried bout kiki~ somehow i feel lonely today~ coz kiki is sick~ so i asked him to have a good rest and sleep early~ today we didnt really sms or call ech other as much as we usually does~ and the funny thing today is that i keep composin text in my hp to send to kiki but then i just del it~ i m so used to like textin him or receive texts from him everyday but today it feels so quiet~ just too quiet~ just didnt wanna disturb kiki today as i know he's really sick so i want him to get as much rest as he can get~ just hopin that he'll get better tomorrow~ GOD PLS MAKE KIKI FEEL BETTER BY TOMORROW PLS~ IT JUST HURT YAYA SO MUCH TO SEE KIKI SUFFER~ PLS~
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 4:59:00 PM
Thursday, December 10, 2009
gettin to know me was just a mistake~ knowin me is just a disaster~
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 11:49:00 PM
FUCK! WTF IS WRONG WITH U FCKNG PPL?!! DID I FUCKIN OFFENDED U IN ANYWAYS?!! NO?! IF NO THEN WHY THE FUCK U SHOWIN ME UR FUCKIN ATTITUDE FOR?!! WTF U TAKE ME AS?!! A FUCKIN PIECE OF LOG WITH NO FUCKIN FEELINS?!! JUST TREAT ME AS U WISH?!! Y DONT U JUST CONFRONT ME ?! WHY ACT LIKE A FUCKIN BITCH PLAYIN ALL THIS FUCKIN CHILDISH GAMES?! HEY Y'NOE WAT?! LISTEN HERE AITE! U CAN SAY ANYTHIN BOUT ME AS U PLZ! BUT I M WAT I M AND DATS WAT U CAN NEVER BE!! SO.....YEA! AND WAT MAKES U THINK DAT I GONNA CALL U UP AND ASK U WATS WRONG WHEN U DUN EVEN GV A DAMN WHEN I DO?! YA THINK YA SO PERFECT?! HOLD DAT THOUGHT AND TAKE A GOOD LOOK AT YA SELF IN THE FUCKIN MIRROR!!! STILL THINK U R??! TAKE MY ADVICE AND KILL YA SELF!! I JUST HATE ALL OF U!!!!! NOW JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 7:56:00 PM
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
ANNYEONGHASEYO~ hmm~ i was on mc again tdy,wasnt feelin well~ had a bad flu since the nyte b4~ i just hate gettin flu! it really makes me crappy! but talkin to kiki really makes me feel much better~ he was givin me all the concern that i really needed badly~ thanks kiki~ u knw i really have alot to say now but smehw its just so hard to put it in sentence! oh well~ haiz~ this few days i ve been missin kiki so much coz he's been so bz with ns and like it or not theres more bz days to cme for him~ guess i'll get use to it eventually? but hey~ i just hope that we'll still be as close as we r now~ hmm kiki am i like writin too much bout u? hahas i know u wont mind~ ;p OMG!!! TABITHA IS OUT OF SG IDOL!!!! ok i m like watchin it now while writin here and OMG SHES OUT!! WTF IS WRONG WITH U PPL WHO VOTED HER OUT!!! SHES LIKE GODDAMN AMAZING! SHES JUST LIKE SG BEYONCE!! AND SHE DESERVE TO BE IN OK!! AARRGHHHHHHH!!! WTF! WTF! WTF! i just dunno wat to say rite now i mean ok sezairi is good but wat the hell!! hes not as good as TABITHA!!! for heaven sake we r lookin for "SINGAPORE IDOL" OK! I REPEAT "SINGAPORE IDOL!!" NOT SINGAPORE BEST KARAOKE IDOL GODDAMN IT!!!! gosh i m just so pissed! its alryte TABITHA u r alrdy a WINNER and MY IDOL to me and i m sure to most ppl out there who r still in shock like me now~ i m sure we'll see more of u soon and i really hope that u'll do an album i cnt wait to buy them! ok enuf bout that for now~ and kiki i know that u hv alot of things that u wanna do rite now but due to ns u r unable to~ i know its not easy for u ok~ but u know in life we dun get everything we ask for or things wont always turn out as we planned it to be~ but life still need to go on~ and pls ALWAYS remember that YAYA is ALWAYS there for KIKI~ it hurst to see u sad~ and i m sorry i cant do anything bout it~ hw i wish i could make time fast forward to the day u ORD but~ SIGH~ imy always k? hmm i guess thats all for now~ NYTE2! c ya when i c ya! YAYA OUTZ! (hi ok so i m editin here after i read kiki's post 2mins ago and now is already 1205am) hey kiki i just read ur post and it really got me to tears~ i know u were feelin down just now but i didnt know it was that bad~ i shud hv known~ look i really feel that i m part of the reason why u r feelin that way!! i m feel like shyt seh now!! OMG!! i know u r gonna tell me no i m not the reason y u r feelin that way!! but hey i m no idiot? so.. yea.. hey look if its about the misunderstandin we had the past few days i m REALLY TRULY SORRY~ and i thought i ve made it clear to u that i was just jokin?? haiz~ kiki i really think u need a break ~ and i just want u to know that i tak pernah salah anggap dgn u k~ bila hri tu i ckp u ingat i ni gini gitu it was just a joke and i da ckp dgn u kan~ smlm pon same~ kan i da ckp dgn u yg i maen2 je~ SIGH i tak tau la mcm ne nak terangkan dgn u~ JUST FEEL LIKE SHYT NOW AND I M ONCE AGAIN SORRY TO EVERYONE THAT I VE HURT AND OFFENDED WITHOUT REALISING THAT I VE DO SO! GUESS I M JUST SCREWED UP RIGHT NOW! TC ALL.
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 10:09:00 PM
Monday, December 7, 2009
HEY BOB!!! PLS GO AWAY FROM MY LIFE!! GET IT DONE AND OVER WITH WILL YA!! i ve moved on and so shud u!! STOP trying to get to me in everyways thats possible! i know that all this while we hv been breakin and pathchin up but this time round i really mean it!! theres nomore turnin bck for me!! i dun want to even know anythin bout u anymore! i just hope that u'll get sme1 that cAN really stand and tolerate ur shyts! coz i ve had enough! u r nvr gonna change! so yea~ just LEAVE ME ALONE!! i know i shudnt hve resorted to this way to make u get "THE PICTURE" but u push me to!! so dun go arnd bitChin bout me and my bad points!! hey face it NO ONE IS PERFECT! SO I REALLY HOPE U GET IT THIS TIME!!
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 9:54:00 AM
Sunday, December 6, 2009
ANNYEONGHASEYO! hehe! ok so here i m again~ hmm~ well i hv to say that i m havin a good day tdy apart from the fact that i actually totally completely forgot about my LAUNDRY! haha! well its SUN and every SUN is my one and only off day from work AND its also called my LAUNDRY DAY~ coz this is the only day that i 'd have time to do LAUNDRY~ and usually i will start doin it in the mornin or so~ but tdy! tdy i totally forgot bout it coz i was like chattin with AKID(not ur fault)in MSN since mornin. I guess i woke up at abt 9++am and straight away i check my hp(habit) and saw that i hv 1 new sms it was frm AKID!!! it says " U..! gd mawnin! " and that really put a big smile on my face(still hv last nite make up on with smudge eyeliner) i mean its like its just a nice feelin wakin up on SUN mornin and receivin a gd mornin msg from the person that u r close/love/attch to~ agreed?? hahas anyways~ yea i m waitin for the washin machine to stop den i can go and hang my laundries..hmm just got off the phone with akid~ he's havin flu tdy~ and its really affectin his mood so after he took his med i told him to go hv a light nap~ hope he will feel much better when he wakes up later~ u know~ its true wat they say when u r havin fun time flies really fast~ SIGH its CRAPPY DAY agn tomorrow~ but i just hope that it wont be so crappy somehow~ its just tiring hving to go thru a bad day everyday~ just wish that everyday is like tdy~ happy,smillin,laughin~ hmm but wish dun always comes true? OOPS!! THERES GOES MY WASHIN MACHINE! GTG NOW! c ya when i c ya! YAYA OUTZ! and oh this r sme pics that i took when i woke up this mornin! and akid says i look like a baby??more like a babi ok! AKID GO FOR EYES CHECKUP PLS!!
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 4:41:00 PM
Friday, December 4, 2009
FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! I M SO FUCKUP!! I FUCKIN HATE MYSELF NOW!! FUCK!! y? y must i be the 1 to make his day mre worse when its bad enuf to begin with~?? GOD!now i really feel like i m the most screwed up person in this planet!! i just cant confront myself right now~ its really been a bad day for me tdy~ i had flu since mornin~ and dunno y i just felt so lonely~ and for the first time i was so desperate for someones attention~ well~ i m sure u know what i mean right? the kind of feelin like u just so desperate to be love,pampered etc by smeone u love~ but the thing thats so frustratin is when u get this desperation out of nowhere and when u dun even hv that "someone u love"!! well~ ya i m still single~ believe it or not its up to u~ and reason being y i m still single is coz i ve went thru so much shyts in my previous relationships and now to be honest i m really scared to be in one~ havin said so i do sumtimes miss the feelin of being in love.. but well i guess relationships not for me right now? idk~ i m havin mix feelings right now~ exp:u got so many foods in front of u and its givin u the temptations but at the same time u r scared to eat it coz u worry u might gain wt~ so thats hw i feel bout hving a relationship nw~ SIGH i hate this kind of mix feelins!! makes me sick!! akid~ yaya m so sorry if i ve made ur bad day to bcme worse~ i shud hve knwn that ur day was alrdy bad enuf and i shudnt hv made it worse... pls pls pls forgive yaya~ and really i swear i hv no intentions to end our friendship at all!! i was being a total shyt the whole day tdy ok n i m just so sorry bout it~ u can punish me in every way~ just dun let me leave us? i promise i wont do it agn? SIGH eventhough i know u hv forgiven me i still feel so bad~ i just cant stop cryin~ i guess this is my way of punishin myself for makin u worried,sad,etc.i just think that maybbe i dun deserve anyone at all~i dun deserve a fren,lover just deserve no one! GOD PLSS TAKE AWAY THIS FEELINS FROM ME~PLSS~ (i m lost for words)
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 7:53:00 PM
Thursday, December 3, 2009
HEY TO ALL MY FANS(stop it k!) sorry i didnt post yesterday..was too tired to do so~ lol! no la jokin k..why wud i hv a fan? like DUH! so..where do i start now~ okies so yesterday wasnt in da mood coz (1)i was freakin LATE for work!! (2)my boss raised his voice at me!! (3) when i reach hm there was NOTHIN to eat!! (4) my mum came back hm with her BF(boy fren!!) ok there u go 4 things that totally CRAPPED UP my day yesterday! ok for no. 1 i felt bad~ i really mean it k i felt really bad for being late to work~ coz normally i m like the 1st one to be in office~ but yesterday i felt like i m the last to arrive!! shyt! hate it! for no. 2 well i really felt so unappreciated!! coz like i say i m usually the 1st one to arrive in office and only yesterday i was like so late so y cnt he just like close 1 eye or atleast have the courtesy to ask me nicely!!!! just coz i was late for 1 time?? well let me see how bout the rest of the days/weeks/mnths that i ve been early?? do i even get paid mre for cming early?? NO!! hv he cme to me and say "yaya u r such a gd employee" NO!! sigh! i guess i m just in my own world~ expecting something that will nvr happen~ that is to be appreciated! yeah its human nature i guess~ easier to discriminate than to appreciate~ well after all he's THE BOSS!(whateva!!) for no.3 hmm..k i m not trying to be like a spoiled brat that would just blow up coz when she reach hm frm work theres nothin to eat ok! but the thing is that..ok i hvnt eaten anything at all the whole day and thought that when i reach hm i will get something to eat..even if theres no dishes i mean atleast standby for me a plain rice or smethin so i can go and fry egg or nuggets etc. and in less than 10mins i can fill up my stomach and be happy! the funny thing is that when i rch hm yesterday theres some dishes that my mum cooked but~~~~~!!!! there wasnt any RICE!!! OMG!! i was like WTF!! so when i made noise my bro says "mama g li mkn la~" again i go WTF!! i just dun get what shes trying to do~ but anyways i m just too tired to go on bout this~ its just gonna make me pissed off again! for no.4 ok so after i had my shower~ i thought i could like relax and do my stuff la~ but then~~~ when i came out frm the shower(with only my towel) my mum was back from wherever she was~ and the next thing i know her BF(BOY FREN) is there too!!(in the house) i HATE HIM! HATE HATE HATE HIM! y? oh coz when he's around i hv to be like all "conservative"!! i cnt wear wat i feel comfortable in!(short dress,sleeveles,shorts,low cuts) coz if i do my mum will be like showin me her ATTITUDE! she has this jealousy issue between me and her bf coz he's like only 29yrs old u see..while shes 40++.... BUT! pls horh!! i m soooo not interested lorh!!! FREAK! so..yesterday when i saw him in the house i started to act like a problematic child! lmao! i just throw things here and there,banging everything near me,give them the stuck up face!! i really couldnt control myself la..hahas! hey~ its not fun to show ppl ur ATTITUDE k~ it sux k..but~ smetimes just hv to~ and i felt bad to my mama after that but i just remain silent..I M SORRY MAMA~ IF I HURT UR FEELINGS YESTERDAY BY REACTING THAT WAY~ REALLY AM SORRY~(sobs) hmm~ so that was my day yesterday~ for today nothin much to talk bout~ i m just slackin at werk~ did some spring cleaning in the office~ guess thats about it for tdy~ hey btw i wanna say THANK U to my dearie fren (u know who u r) for giving me a wake up call this mornin~ i really appreciate it LOADS!! <333333 k la i better stop here! c ya when i c ya! YAYA OUTZ!
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 1:24:00 PM
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
OLA!!! hey guess wat? i m not werkin tdy..hahas dun wanna talk bout that! ok so heres the real deal...i m now still in shocked! well yesterday i called my cuzzy for a chit chat session.. hahas! den while were talkin all of the sudden he made a confession to me that he actually...oh god i feel gross to say this but..he actually told me that he..erm..he tried RUBBER DICK ON HIMSELF!! OMG!! LMAO!! i m speechless! ok fine lets not go further abt that coz i really wanna vomit talkin bout it! hmm..one of my gf ask me out for sheesha tdy but i guess tdy i m just stayin hm..dun feel like goin out..soo lazy to go out lahs..and actually i m now confuse~ hv u ever felt like u dun wanna be too close with smeone that u luv or u get along with well coz u dun wanna actually make him or her sick and tired of ur presence? thts wat i m confuse abt here~ i just dunno how to go abt this~ shud i just like stay away frm them for smetime or should i be close to them? and the thing is~ if i stay away they will like say i m stuck up la this la that la~ u knw all the negative remarks~ but den if i m close to them,i smetimes feel like they r sick n tired of my presence..so wat exactly shud i do??! and wat exactly do they want me to do??! SIGH~ hmm k lahs i really dun hve the mood to write anymre tdy..sorry..BTW heres the new update of my new CRAPPY hair!! c ya when i c ya! YAYA OUTZ!
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 11:32:00 AM
>> KAKA JR
>> KOKO JR (OUR FAV)
>> KUKU JR
ANNYEONGHASEYO! hehe! ok so here i m again~ hmm~ well i hv to say that i m havin a good day tdy apart from the fact that i actually totally completely forgot about my LAUNDRY! haha! well its SUN and every SUN is my one and only off day from work AND its also called my LAUNDRY DAY~ coz this is the only day that i 'd have time to do LAUNDRY~ and usually i will start doin it in the mornin or so~ but tdy! tdy i totally forgot bout it coz i was like chattin with AKID(not ur fault)in MSN since mornin. I guess i woke up at abt 9++am and straight away i check my hp(habit) and saw that i hv 1 new sms it was frm AKID!!! it says " U..! gd mawnin! " and that really put a big smile on my face(still hv last nite make up on with smudge eyeliner) i mean its like its just a nice feelin wakin up on SUN mornin and receivin a gd mornin msg from the person that u r close/love/attch to~ agreed?? hahas anyways~ yea i m waitin for the washin machine to stop den i can go and hang my laundries..hmm just got off the phone with akid~ he's havin flu tdy~ and its really affectin his mood so after he took his med i told him to go hv a light nap~ hope he will feel much better when he wakes up later~ u know~ its true wat they say when u r havin fun time flies really fast~ SIGH its CRAPPY DAY agn tomorrow~ but i just hope that it wont be so crappy somehow~ its just tiring hving to go thru a bad day everyday~ just wish that everyday is like tdy~ happy,smillin,laughin~ hmm but wish dun always comes true? OOPS!! THERES GOES MY WASHIN MACHINE! GTG NOW! c ya when i c ya! YAYA OUTZ! and oh this r sme pics that i took when i woke up this mornin! and akid says i look like a baby??more like a babi ok! AKID GO FOR EYES CHECKUP PLS!!
HEY TO ALL MY FANS(stop it k!) sorry i didnt post yesterday..was too tired to do so~ lol! no la jokin k..why wud i hv a fan? like DUH! so..where do i start now~ okies so yesterday wasnt in da mood coz (1)i was freakin LATE for work!! (2)my boss raised his voice at me!! (3) when i reach hm there was NOTHIN to eat!! (4) my mum came back hm with her BF(boy fren!!) ok there u go 4 things that totally CRAPPED UP my day yesterday! ok for no. 1 i felt bad~ i really mean it k i felt really bad for being late to work~ coz normally i m like the 1st one to be in office~ but yesterday i felt like i m the last to arrive!! shyt! hate it! for no. 2 well i really felt so unappreciated!! coz like i say i m usually the 1st one to arrive in office and only yesterday i was like so late so y cnt he just like close 1 eye or atleast have the courtesy to ask me nicely!!!! just coz i was late for 1 time?? well let me see how bout the rest of the days/weeks/mnths that i ve been early?? do i even get paid mre for cming early?? NO!! hv he cme to me and say "yaya u r such a gd employee" NO!! sigh! i guess i m just in my own world~ expecting something that will nvr happen~ that is to be appreciated! yeah its human nature i guess~ easier to discriminate than to appreciate~ well after all he's THE BOSS!(whateva!!) for no.3 hmm..k i m not trying to be like a spoiled brat that would just blow up coz when she reach hm frm work theres nothin to eat ok! but the thing is that..ok i hvnt eaten anything at all the whole day and thought that when i reach hm i will get something to eat..even if theres no dishes i mean atleast standby for me a plain rice or smethin so i can go and fry egg or nuggets etc. and in less than 10mins i can fill up my stomach and be happy! the funny thing is that when i rch hm yesterday theres some dishes that my mum cooked but~~~~~!!!! there wasnt any RICE!!! OMG!! i was like WTF!! so when i made noise my bro says "mama g li mkn la~" again i go WTF!! i just dun get what shes trying to do~ but anyways i m just too tired to go on bout this~ its just gonna make me pissed off again! for no.4 ok so after i had my shower~ i thought i could like relax and do my stuff la~ but then~~~ when i came out frm the shower(with only my towel) my mum was back from wherever she was~ and the next thing i know her BF(BOY FREN) is there too!!(in the house) i HATE HIM! HATE HATE HATE HIM! y? oh coz when he's around i hv to be like all "conservative"!! i cnt wear wat i feel comfortable in!(short dress,sleeveles,shorts,low cuts) coz if i do my mum will be like showin me her ATTITUDE! she has this jealousy issue between me and her bf coz he's like only 29yrs old u see..while shes 40++.... BUT! pls horh!! i m soooo not interested lorh!!! FREAK! so..yesterday when i saw him in the house i started to act like a problematic child! lmao! i just throw things here and there,banging everything near me,give them the stuck up face!! i really couldnt control myself la..hahas! hey~ its not fun to show ppl ur ATTITUDE k~ it sux k..but~ smetimes just hv to~ and i felt bad to my mama after that but i just remain silent..I M SORRY MAMA~ IF I HURT UR FEELINGS YESTERDAY BY REACTING THAT WAY~ REALLY AM SORRY~(sobs) hmm~ so that was my day yesterday~ for today nothin much to talk bout~ i m just slackin at werk~ did some spring cleaning in the office~ guess thats about it for tdy~ hey btw i wanna say THANK U to my dearie fren (u know who u r) for giving me a wake up call this mornin~ i really appreciate it LOADS!! <333333 k la i better stop here! c ya when i c ya! YAYA OUTZ! 
OLA!!! hey guess wat? i m not werkin tdy..hahas dun wanna talk bout that! ok so heres the real deal...i m now still in shocked! well yesterday i called my cuzzy for a chit chat session.. hahas! den while were talkin all of the sudden he made a confession to me that he actually...oh god i feel gross to say this but..he actually told me that he..erm..he tried RUBBER DICK ON HIMSELF!! OMG!! LMAO!! i m speechless! ok fine lets not go further abt that coz i really wanna vomit talkin bout it! hmm..one of my gf ask me out for sheesha tdy but i guess tdy i m just stayin hm..dun feel like goin out..soo lazy to go out lahs..and actually i m now confuse~ hv u ever felt like u dun wanna be too close with smeone that u luv or u get along with well coz u dun wanna actually make him or her sick and tired of ur presence? thts wat i m confuse abt here~ i just dunno how to go abt this~ shud i just like stay away frm them for smetime or should i be close to them? and the thing is~ if i stay away they will like say i m stuck up la this la that la~ u knw all the negative remarks~ but den if i m close to them,i smetimes feel like they r sick n tired of my presence..so wat exactly shud i do??! and wat exactly do they want me to do??! SIGH~ hmm k lahs i really dun hve the mood to write anymre tdy..sorry..BTW heres the new update of my new CRAPPY hair!! c ya when i c ya! YAYA OUTZ!
