Tuesday, December 8, 2009
ANNYEONGHASEYO~ hmm~ i was on mc again tdy,wasnt feelin well~ had a bad flu since the nyte b4~ i just hate gettin flu! it really makes me crappy! but talkin to kiki really makes me feel much better~ he was givin me all the concern that i really needed badly~ thanks kiki~ u knw i really have alot to say now but smehw its just so hard to put it in sentence! oh well~ haiz~ this few days i ve been missin kiki so much coz he's been so bz with ns and like it or not theres more bz days to cme for him~ guess i'll get use to it eventually? but hey~ i just hope that we'll still be as close as we r now~ hmm kiki am i like writin too much bout u? hahas i know u wont mind~ ;p OMG!!! TABITHA IS OUT OF SG IDOL!!!! ok i m like watchin it now while writin here and OMG SHES OUT!! WTF IS WRONG WITH U PPL WHO VOTED HER OUT!!! SHES LIKE GODDAMN AMAZING! SHES JUST LIKE SG BEYONCE!! AND SHE DESERVE TO BE IN OK!! AARRGHHHHHHH!!! WTF! WTF! WTF! i just dunno wat to say rite now i mean ok sezairi is good but wat the hell!! hes not as good as TABITHA!!! for heaven sake we r lookin for "SINGAPORE IDOL" OK! I REPEAT "SINGAPORE IDOL!!" NOT SINGAPORE BEST KARAOKE IDOL GODDAMN IT!!!! gosh i m just so pissed! its alryte TABITHA u r alrdy a WINNER and MY IDOL to me and i m sure to most ppl out there who r still in shock like me now~ i m sure we'll see more of u soon and i really hope that u'll do an album i cnt wait to buy them! ok enuf bout that for now~ and kiki i know that u hv alot of things that u wanna do rite now but due to ns u r unable to~ i know its not easy for u ok~ but u know in life we dun get everything we ask for or things wont always turn out as we planned it to be~ but life still need to go on~ and pls ALWAYS remember that YAYA is ALWAYS there for KIKI~ it hurst to see u sad~ and i m sorry i cant do anything bout it~ hw i wish i could make time fast forward to the day u ORD but~ SIGH~ imy always k? hmm i guess thats all for now~ NYTE2! c ya when i c ya! YAYA OUTZ! (hi ok so i m editin here after i read kiki's post 2mins ago and now is already 1205am) hey kiki i just read ur post and it really got me to tears~ i know u were feelin down just now but i didnt know it was that bad~ i shud hv known~ look i really feel that i m part of the reason why u r feelin that way!! i m feel like shyt seh now!! OMG!! i know u r gonna tell me no i m not the reason y u r feelin that way!! but hey i m no idiot? so.. yea.. hey look if its about the misunderstandin we had the past few days i m REALLY TRULY SORRY~ and i thought i ve made it clear to u that i was just jokin?? haiz~ kiki i really think u need a break ~ and i just want u to know that i tak pernah salah anggap dgn u k~ bila hri tu i ckp u ingat i ni gini gitu it was just a joke and i da ckp dgn u kan~ smlm pon same~ kan i da ckp dgn u yg i maen2 je~ SIGH i tak tau la mcm ne nak terangkan dgn u~ JUST FEEL LIKE SHYT NOW AND I M ONCE AGAIN SORRY TO EVERYONE THAT I VE HURT AND OFFENDED WITHOUT REALISING THAT I VE DO SO! GUESS I M JUST SCREWED UP RIGHT NOW! TC ALL.
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
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