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Friday, December 4, 2009

FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! I M SO FUCKUP!! I FUCKIN HATE MYSELF NOW!! FUCK!! y? y must i be the 1 to make his day mre worse when its bad enuf to begin with~?? GOD!now i really feel like i m the most screwed up person in this planet!! i just cant confront myself right now~ its really been a bad day for me tdy~ i had flu since mornin~ and dunno y i just felt so lonely~ and for the first time i was so desperate for someones attention~ well~ i m sure u know what i mean right? the kind of feelin like u just so desperate to be love,pampered etc by smeone u love~ but the thing thats so frustratin is when u get this desperation out of nowhere and when u dun even hv that "someone u love"!! well~ ya i m still single~ believe it or not its up to u~ and reason being y i m still single is coz i ve went thru so much shyts in my previous relationships and now to be honest i m really scared to be in one~ havin said so i do sumtimes miss the feelin of being in love.. but well i guess relationships not for me right now? idk~ i m havin mix feelings right now~ exp:u got so many foods in front of u and its givin u the temptations but at the same time u r scared to eat it coz u worry u might gain wt~ so thats hw i feel bout hving a relationship nw~ SIGH i hate this kind of mix feelins!! makes me sick!! akid~ yaya m so sorry if i ve made ur bad day to bcme worse~ i shud hve knwn that ur day was alrdy bad enuf and i shudnt hv made it worse... pls pls pls forgive yaya~ and really i swear i hv no intentions to end our friendship at all!! i was being a total shyt the whole day tdy ok n i m just so sorry bout it~ u can punish me in every way~ just dun let me leave us? i promise i wont do it agn? SIGH eventhough i know u hv forgiven me i still feel so bad~ i just cant stop cryin~ i guess this is my way of punishin myself for makin u worried,sad,etc.i just think that maybbe i dun deserve anyone at all~i dun deserve a fren,lover just deserve no one! GOD PLSS TAKE AWAY THIS FEELINS FROM ME~PLSS~ (i m lost for words)

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 7:53:00 PM

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-Profile-
Yaya
21/o9/1987
single

-About Me-
im friendly to friendly people
but i can be the worse bitch
you'll ever know
when you mess with me
but most of the time im friendly.

Not planning to be attach
but maybe if i really meet someone..
that can really accept me
for who i am (NEVER)
then maybe i will be with him.

WANTS

this..
and that..
and this
and that.

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