Thursday, December 3, 2009
HEY TO ALL MY FANS(stop it k!) sorry i didnt post yesterday..was too tired to do so~ lol! no la jokin k..why wud i hv a fan? like DUH! so..where do i start now~ okies so yesterday wasnt in da mood coz (1)i was freakin LATE for work!! (2)my boss raised his voice at me!! (3) when i reach hm there was NOTHIN to eat!! (4) my mum came back hm with her BF(boy fren!!) ok there u go 4 things that totally CRAPPED UP my day yesterday! ok for no. 1 i felt bad~ i really mean it k i felt really bad for being late to work~ coz normally i m like the 1st one to be in office~ but yesterday i felt like i m the last to arrive!! shyt! hate it! for no. 2 well i really felt so unappreciated!! coz like i say i m usually the 1st one to arrive in office and only yesterday i was like so late so y cnt he just like close 1 eye or atleast have the courtesy to ask me nicely!!!! just coz i was late for 1 time?? well let me see how bout the rest of the days/weeks/mnths that i ve been early?? do i even get paid mre for cming early?? NO!! hv he cme to me and say "yaya u r such a gd employee" NO!! sigh! i guess i m just in my own world~ expecting something that will nvr happen~ that is to be appreciated! yeah its human nature i guess~ easier to discriminate than to appreciate~ well after all he's THE BOSS!(whateva!!) for no.3 hmm..k i m not trying to be like a spoiled brat that would just blow up coz when she reach hm frm work theres nothin to eat ok! but the thing is that..ok i hvnt eaten anything at all the whole day and thought that when i reach hm i will get something to eat..even if theres no dishes i mean atleast standby for me a plain rice or smethin so i can go and fry egg or nuggets etc. and in less than 10mins i can fill up my stomach and be happy! the funny thing is that when i rch hm yesterday theres some dishes that my mum cooked but~~~~~!!!! there wasnt any RICE!!! OMG!! i was like WTF!! so when i made noise my bro says "mama g li mkn la~" again i go WTF!! i just dun get what shes trying to do~ but anyways i m just too tired to go on bout this~ its just gonna make me pissed off again! for no.4 ok so after i had my shower~ i thought i could like relax and do my stuff la~ but then~~~ when i came out frm the shower(with only my towel) my mum was back from wherever she was~ and the next thing i know her BF(BOY FREN) is there too!!(in the house) i HATE HIM! HATE HATE HATE HIM! y? oh coz when he's around i hv to be like all "conservative"!! i cnt wear wat i feel comfortable in!(short dress,sleeveles,shorts,low cuts) coz if i do my mum will be like showin me her ATTITUDE! she has this jealousy issue between me and her bf coz he's like only 29yrs old u see..while shes 40++.... BUT! pls horh!! i m soooo not interested lorh!!! FREAK! so..yesterday when i saw him in the house i started to act like a problematic child! lmao! i just throw things here and there,banging everything near me,give them the stuck up face!! i really couldnt control myself la..hahas! hey~ its not fun to show ppl ur ATTITUDE k~ it sux k..but~ smetimes just hv to~ and i felt bad to my mama after that but i just remain silent..I M SORRY MAMA~ IF I HURT UR FEELINGS YESTERDAY BY REACTING THAT WAY~ REALLY AM SORRY~(sobs) hmm~ so that was my day yesterday~ for today nothin much to talk bout~ i m just slackin at werk~ did some spring cleaning in the office~ guess thats about it for tdy~ hey btw i wanna say THANK U to my dearie fren (u know who u r) for giving me a wake up call this mornin~ i really appreciate it LOADS!! <333333 k la i better stop here! c ya when i c ya! YAYA OUTZ!
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 1:24:00 PM
