Friday, December 11, 2009
HI AGAIN.. hmm~ if u been readin my post lately i m sure u notice its mostly anger,sadness,suffocations etc. i myself is not sure y~ maybe i guess i m just goin thru the bad times in my life right now~ its like everythin is not right with me~ everythin i do seems wrong to me or to others~ have u gone thru wat i m goin thru right now? SIGH~ it sux right? i just dunno hw to cope with this~ any tips? anyways~ i really wanna thank kiki for always being there for me durin this time of my life when i m goin thru the bad times..toleratin my crappiness everyday~ also for nvr giving up on me~ i m so touch by your sincererity~ and the more i feel that i shudnt give up on us~ and to keep all the promises i made to u~ have faith in yaya k kiki~ i just hope that my bad times will go away~ far far away soon~ den i'll be my usual self~ always smilin and laughin~ the happy go lucky and crazy yaya~ i miss that~ miss being my old self~ hmm~ i dunno wat to do later when i m hme from work~ worried bout kiki~ somehow i feel lonely today~ coz kiki is sick~ so i asked him to have a good rest and sleep early~ today we didnt really sms or call ech other as much as we usually does~ and the funny thing today is that i keep composin text in my hp to send to kiki but then i just del it~ i m so used to like textin him or receive texts from him everyday but today it feels so quiet~ just too quiet~ just didnt wanna disturb kiki today as i know he's really sick so i want him to get as much rest as he can get~ just hopin that he'll get better tomorrow~ GOD PLS MAKE KIKI FEEL BETTER BY TOMORROW PLS~ IT JUST HURT YAYA SO MUCH TO SEE KIKI SUFFER~ PLS~
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
- 4:59:00 PM